zzz

flu, sore throat and cough fer two daes already..
guess i din sleep well ba.. been slping late fer the past few daes.





pics taken last sat:

nites

i'm supposed to do my maths tut now..
but... i'm too tired.
after two days.. finally we've settled down and found something that we like?
hopefully everything will turn out well on tt nite. haha..


i'm not ready for braces yet.. gonna go fer x-ray first.
hai.. troublesome!
have to make another trip down to town.
k i'm getting sleepy already.. shall end here. nites!

maroon 5- makes me wonder

i wake up with blood-shot eyes
struggled to memorize
the way it felt between your thighs
pleasure that made you cry
feels so good to be bad
not worth the aftermath, after that
after that
try to get you back

i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you

give me something to believe in
cause i don't believe in you anymore
anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(yeah)
so this is goodbye

got them resting in my head
decisions that made my bed
now i must lay in it
and deal with things i left unsaid
i want to dive into you
forget what you're going through
i get behind, make your move
forget about the truth

i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you

give me something to believe in
cause i don't believe in you anymore
anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference,
it even makes a difference to try
and it's over, hurt the feeling
but i don't believe it's true anymore
anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(oh no)
so this is goodbye

i've been here before
one day a week
and it won't hurt anymore
you caught me in a lie
i have no alibi
the word is set on how to mean me
cause

i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you
and i...and so this is goodbye

dental

dental appointment in the afternoon. shit. i'm so worried.
i wonder if my wisdom tooth can be extracted..
and i wonder if i'll face any problems after putting on braces.
it's gg to be damn painful. i know. but i dun care. i want my teeth to be straightened. haha!
hopefully.. everything will be fine.


finally had my original docs certified yest..
had a tiring dae.. even there's no work. ha!

no-work life

it's mondae again.. and i'm back to my no-work life..
somehow i feel that studying is so much better.. at least i've more time for myself.
phew.. ! but this doesn't stops me from looking fer a job.. been visiting da jobs webby almost everydae. okie.. i think it's everydae. damn. i really dunno wat i wanna do exactly.



"everytime i look at you baby.. i see something new
tt takes me higher than before and it makes me want u more
i dun wanna sleep tonite... dreaming just a waste of time..
and i look at wat my life's been coming to..
i'm all abt loving you" .......... ......... .........


this song has been going on in my head since yest...
i still prefer this to "makes me wonder" ha!

busy busy busy

went to da arcade again during lunch time.. haha
we spent 6 bucks each just on time crisis.. crazy us!
but we had lotsa fun.. finally reached stage 2 only.
kinda lousy.. lol
gonna miss my arcade companion since todae is already my last dae at amadeus. ha!


I'm gonna be busy next week...
lots of things undone.. haha
hmm..
1) tidy up my room coz it's in a mess due to the piles of notes, mags, grad stuff on my desk
and this usually takes me half a day or more to clear up.. haha
2) make a trip down to RELC again for verification of my original certs..
3) dental appointment on tue..
4) date on wed with miss wong regarding d&d stuff..
5) shooting session on wed with miss wong again..
6) another trip down to uob..
7) econs and maths lessons on mon tue and thurs..
8) extra macro lesson on tue afternoon..
9) lpk and sx on fri..
10) d&d on sat..




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more to come?

sobs

everything is gg to be different..
i shouldn't have trust ur words..
i'm disappointed.. i'm affected by wat u've said.
u've turned my world upside down..
u've left me in da middle of nowhere again.
leave me alone den. i shall be on my own.
i shall have our deal and promises all be replaced.
some things just can't change overnight.. i'm too naive.

no work

muahaha.. no work again.
tml will be my last dae at amadeus.. happy!
settled the bank draft thingy this morning and rushed down to RELC during lunch time.
managed to be on time and had my lunch real late.. at ard 2 den.
guess i was too hungry by den and i finished eating the entire big plate of chai fan. haha
extremely full and sleepy after a heavy lunch..
but guess i won't have time fer dinner later coz of lesson again.
kinda sick of rushing here and there.. i'm still not suited to the study-work life ba..
but tt's not da reason for not working fer the time-being..
ha.. i just wanna do well fer my bridging exams.


watched da 200 pounds beauty last sat at jb..
it cost only 5 plus on weekends.. cheap rite.
this movie was out fer so long already and i alwis wanted to watch it.
a very nice and touching one tt's worth watching.. ha


uncle goh bot me currypuff..
and i'm so high now. haha
i must be crazy. it's just a puff... oh ya.. can save it fer dinner. lols

pics

grad pics...

haha.. i forgot to take a pic of the stage.. wasted. it's so nice. dis is just da paper bag.


dad took this directly from the big screen.. looks kinda blur.

my happy family but where's my bro?

my classmate for 3 years.. cheers!

another shot with my other classmate! rock on..!

lyn- haz- me

deseree- me

this was pre-taken at my house before going to sch.. lols!

at the corridor..

even on the way to school..

others are still not send to me yet..

haha.. tt's all fer todae.

shall continue with my tut soon. =)

graduation 2007

i'm rotting away.. just done some filing for uncle goh and i'm staring into space again.
haha.. kinda sick of surfing net when i've run out of things to do..
my eyes are too painful to concentrate and stare tt long.


yest was graduation day..
a happy and memorable day indeed.. haha!
din expect it to be so enjoyable and i'm so glad tt mum and dad attended.
it was our big day.. one of the days in my entire 19 yrs tt i'm proud of.
though i din achieve grades that are as wonderful as the top graduands, i am still proud tt i've successfully completed my studies at np. it ain't easy yea.. esp with all the projects and exams.
3 years flew past just liddat.. somehow, i feel so honoured having to sit in the convention centre with the other graduands and waiting fer the ceremony to commence.. afterall experiences like this comes once in a lifetime. even if it's fer the uni graduation.. it's different too coz of the surroundings, friends and everything else.
guess i'm realli gonna miss the times spent in np..
the peeps, lecturers, food... ... ... haha
just like how much i miss HSS.


shall upload the pics when they're done.




having lesson later again! bored!

tired

ok.. i'm now physically and mentally worn out.
it got worse when i came back from lunch.. ! *slaps* my face!

all abt loving you

ALL ABOUT LOVING YOU (Bon Jovi)

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to I'm all about lovin' you
All about lovin' you

worn out

I am feeling a little worn out now.

work till 6 and lesson till 10 yest..
back home.. slept only at 1 plus 2 coz i'm not tt sleepy actually.
i'm supposed to be wide awake during the day and exhausted at night but now it's the other way round. my dark circles are so obvious and they can be seen from far. terrible! i look so haggard and dull now.. lols
another four days excluding weekends to the end of torture..
seriously, i think it's time to rest or maybe not. i dunno.


today is pork's birthdae.. haha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY yea! =)

update!

updAte!



mon
class started at six and i dun even have the time to have a proper meal.
ended up eating muffin for dinner only and i ate it on da way.. sobs!
there are only 5 ppl in da bridging class including me.. haha.. pathetic!
four gals and 1 guy.. da 3 gals are friends already den da other guy is alone also..
the lecture was so boring coz i'm all alone.. i dunno a single person except for the lecturer.
boring!
boring!
boring!
i've got no one to chat with..
no one to discuss the tut with..
and no one to chill with during break time..
hopefully as time goes by i'll be able to get along with the gals.


tue
took half dae leave for macro extra lesson..
my head is spinning already..
i guess it's quite difficult to juggle my time well between work and studies.
i'm still trying to adapt.. perhaps i should just continue wit da temp job..
there are too many push and pull factors..
and for the time being i've only considered the pull factors..
so i should work..!!??


wed
finally a dae when i dun have to go for lessons..
met up with haz for dinner.. LI!!! we shall meet one day oso k.
ur beloved classmate can't wait to see you.. haha
dine at the new republic fc at suntec.. had sushi, ubi and salmon bento set. yum!
but da macha and citrus ice-cream still taste the best!


there's lesson todae!
sigh.. means i dun have time to eat again.
means i'll be outcasted during lecture again.
k.. hopefully everything will be the other way round. haha

clueless

when did it happened?
how did it happened?
why did it happened?



i'm totally clueless... u've left me in the middle of nowhere.




started my first lesson on sat..
i'm thankful that the lecturer is willing to give extra lessons despite his hectic schedule..
and i'm trying my best to catch up now.
was kinda stunned when i flipped thru the thick thick pile of notes.
what i am gg to learn seems so different from wat's being taught in poly.
perhaps sj is right.. it's a wiser choice fer her to start next year.
but it doesn't make any difference eh.. the syllabus is not gg to change next term rite.. i dunno.
the lesson ended at almost 5 and i'm already half dead..
met peng and the rest to celebrate meiyi's and her birthdae..
dinner at yuki yaki.. yummy!
i realli enjoyed the process of making soft ice-cream! haha
had lotsa fun. *grins*

friendship!

hmm..
do you know tt i'm constantly reading your blog???
waiting for ur updates and can't wait to know all the happenings..

i'm aware of the recent changes..
and i admit too that there is a crack or perhaps not.. i dunno too.
not meeting up often doesn't mean that there's a crack right.. friendship resides in the heart!
i noe that u dun wanna push urself so hard but u have too many responsibilities to bear..
and i truly understand that.. some times u realli dun have a choice.
i'm happy that u've found a job and u're working towards ur goals.
i realli do cherish our 8 yrs of friendship and i believe everything will turn out well after all.
you too have become a part of me.. a part of us!

don't forget tt u're da first fren tt i've made in HSS. haha





we'll alwis be there. fer you.

diao!

back from lunch.. passed by bugis and saw the long queue already.
omg! those ppl are simply too free..
they dun have to start waiting so early rite. lols.. kiasu!







i'm so sleepy now... boring boring work!

hebe

This is so nice rite.. haha.

shit

i'm realli down on my luck fer the past two daes..
nth seems to be going right..
shall not mention here ba.. haha


yea.. it's vesak day tml.. happy!

would you be there

"Would you be there"
(from Mars VS Venus...)


If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ear that's okay.
Would you stand by me,
Let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care.
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there

If i am away, would you still think of me,
and wish that you could hold me now,
would u die for me, would you run with me all the way

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there


for me.