zzz

flu, sore throat and cough fer two daes already..
guess i din sleep well ba.. been slping late fer the past few daes.





pics taken last sat:

nites

i'm supposed to do my maths tut now..
but... i'm too tired.
after two days.. finally we've settled down and found something that we like?
hopefully everything will turn out well on tt nite. haha..


i'm not ready for braces yet.. gonna go fer x-ray first.
hai.. troublesome!
have to make another trip down to town.
k i'm getting sleepy already.. shall end here. nites!

maroon 5- makes me wonder

i wake up with blood-shot eyes
struggled to memorize
the way it felt between your thighs
pleasure that made you cry
feels so good to be bad
not worth the aftermath, after that
after that
try to get you back

i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you

give me something to believe in
cause i don't believe in you anymore
anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(yeah)
so this is goodbye

got them resting in my head
decisions that made my bed
now i must lay in it
and deal with things i left unsaid
i want to dive into you
forget what you're going through
i get behind, make your move
forget about the truth

i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you

give me something to believe in
cause i don't believe in you anymore
anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference,
it even makes a difference to try
and it's over, hurt the feeling
but i don't believe it's true anymore
anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(oh no)
so this is goodbye

i've been here before
one day a week
and it won't hurt anymore
you caught me in a lie
i have no alibi
the word is set on how to mean me
cause

i still don't have the reason
and you don't have the time
and it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you
and i...and so this is goodbye

dental

dental appointment in the afternoon. shit. i'm so worried.
i wonder if my wisdom tooth can be extracted..
and i wonder if i'll face any problems after putting on braces.
it's gg to be damn painful. i know. but i dun care. i want my teeth to be straightened. haha!
hopefully.. everything will be fine.


finally had my original docs certified yest..
had a tiring dae.. even there's no work. ha!

no-work life

it's mondae again.. and i'm back to my no-work life..
somehow i feel that studying is so much better.. at least i've more time for myself.
phew.. ! but this doesn't stops me from looking fer a job.. been visiting da jobs webby almost everydae. okie.. i think it's everydae. damn. i really dunno wat i wanna do exactly.



"everytime i look at you baby.. i see something new
tt takes me higher than before and it makes me want u more
i dun wanna sleep tonite... dreaming just a waste of time..
and i look at wat my life's been coming to..
i'm all abt loving you" .......... ......... .........


this song has been going on in my head since yest...
i still prefer this to "makes me wonder" ha!

busy busy busy

went to da arcade again during lunch time.. haha
we spent 6 bucks each just on time crisis.. crazy us!
but we had lotsa fun.. finally reached stage 2 only.
kinda lousy.. lol
gonna miss my arcade companion since todae is already my last dae at amadeus. ha!


I'm gonna be busy next week...
lots of things undone.. haha
hmm..
1) tidy up my room coz it's in a mess due to the piles of notes, mags, grad stuff on my desk
and this usually takes me half a day or more to clear up.. haha
2) make a trip down to RELC again for verification of my original certs..
3) dental appointment on tue..
4) date on wed with miss wong regarding d&d stuff..
5) shooting session on wed with miss wong again..
6) another trip down to uob..
7) econs and maths lessons on mon tue and thurs..
8) extra macro lesson on tue afternoon..
9) lpk and sx on fri..
10) d&d on sat..




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more to come?

sobs

everything is gg to be different..
i shouldn't have trust ur words..
i'm disappointed.. i'm affected by wat u've said.
u've turned my world upside down..
u've left me in da middle of nowhere again.
leave me alone den. i shall be on my own.
i shall have our deal and promises all be replaced.
some things just can't change overnight.. i'm too naive.