bahhhh

argh..

ur know my mentor is one of the AM in my grp and he is alwis claiming that he is busy, busy and busy.. but having him assigned as my mentor doesn't make any difference from not having one coz he dun reali seems to care too. i just feel that sixuan shld be my buddy instead coz she is the only one who guided me thru and cleared all my doubts fer the past week.

but isn't it the mentor's job or i shld say it's his responsibility to guide and make sure that the intern is doing fine??? but mine dun seems to know that i'm kinda LOST. he din check on me.. din try to make sure that i have work to do.. blah blah blah.. he only ask me to study on my own and to memorize watever boring notes whenever i'm free.. argh.. am reali sick. sick of his heck-care attitude. what i want is some guidance and attention. i dun mind being busy.. at least it keeps me occupied and at the same time am able to learn new stuffs too. i understand that my grp has nth much fer me to do.. but isn't their responsibility to assign work and to ensure that there are things fer the interns to work on instead of slacking away in the office. if i'm only just there to study the boring notes.. den why the hell shld i record the time sheet. when i have nth to do.. i have nth to record can.. and i have to charge all my time spent to admin. sum times it's reali frustrating when it comes to recording the time sheet. bahhhhhhh.............. i dun mind they give me papers to zap or other simpler jobs.. ya i dun mind doing sai gang.. i just wanna keep myself occupied and not read notes can. can ya imagine sitting down dere fer hrs. flipping the thick pile of notes and trying to act that u're busy............ argh... that feeling is just terrible.. zzz zzz