hatred

am lonely..
i hate myself for
slackin.. n doin nth
lazy.. stubborn
unable to forget the past
still holdin on to da memories
tinkin tt there's still a lil hope...
seems to be diff fr others
nth seems to go rite..
off the way.. i'm not tinkin too much
i'm not bein sensitive..
haiz... i dunno wat i'm typin too..
a bit crazy le